keep going!!!!

my motivation has just been so low these past few days, I've been snacking and stuffing my face and barely going to the gym. I need serious thinspiration right now, the two blogs which I read which provide me with reams of enthusiasm haven't posted for over a week...I'm feeling so alone.

Weight has been stuck at 144lbs for god knows how long! I really need to break that plateau and get back in to it all. I know that I'm no where near to any of my old goal weights - but that always happens. 

so, to try and ease me back into it all, my sights are going to be set extremely low, if I can be 140 by the 20th, I'll be "happy". I've lost 12lbs since september...that was relatively easy, I know that the rest is going to be much harder to shift. This is weight that I've always carried round on me - its going to put up more of a fight. But I can win!

Losing 12lbs has made f*** all difference with dress sizes, some of my measurements have gone down a little, but my clothes all fit the same. Its just so frustrating! 

Lunch is gonna have to go. No excuses. I need breakfast to physically function in the mornings, but lunch goes. Thursday means special weekly lunch with my friends, so I'll have to eat something, but its going to be 'barely picked at' salad, with a extra large side of water - new recipe from classic chef Ana Regzig.

As soon as I finish writing this up I'm going to brush my teeth, do my workout, then hit the sack - even if it is only 8 o'clock - I'm shattered!

I'm going to try writing something on my hands to remind not to eat, coded obviously, it might help, it might not. But its worth a try!

x